“The Morning Watch” – Lenten Reflection for April 1 by The Rev. Kaji Douša
“My soul waits for the Lord. More than the keepers of the morning watch. More than the keepers of the morning watch.” Psalm 130:6
Sometimes when I read the Psalms, I skip over the laments. Psalms like 130 begin with sadness that can feel like buzzkill on a good day. “Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord.” But what if we are not in the depths?
Psalm 130 acknowledges the rhythm of life that includes moments of joy and moments of difficulty. In either place, we will find that our “soul waits for the Lord.” There is always a part of us that needs God. On a sleepless night, in moments of loneliness, in the swirl of complicated emotions on a birthday, in any of these places, we need God close.
That closer walk is just what we pray for in Lent. Our Lenten discipline of prayer comes directly out of this waiting on God, this sense of anticipation. We “dive in” to our prayer lives knowing that as we divert our attention from our usual routines to a deeper time of prayer, God will be there.
Of course, we might also be in the depths. And if we are not today, some day we will be. The practice of acute engagement with God, no matter the circumstance or feeling of the day, will always, always be worth exercising. This could be as simple as remembering to say “thank you” to God when something goes well.
Maybe our souls are in the holding pattern of endless night, waiting, waiting as the Psalm repeats (in one of the few repeating lines of Scripture), for the dawn of a new day. Or maybe all we see is daylight. Psalm 130 reminds us that life will always include night and day. But, as another Psalm reminds us (Psalm 139), night is not night to God, who is always, always awake with the response to our most fervent prayers.
United Church of Christ Stillspeaking Devotional Published by Pilgrim Press. Shared with permission of the publisher.